... feeling ... super ... lazy ...

stayed out late on fri night so decided to just stay home & juggle tuitions this weekend... so decided to organised my messy piles of photos & songs in my lappy.. but in the end.. din do it... just cant move my butt to do them & so just watched TV in between my tuitions...

so many nice songs recently.. but just haven got the time to go listen..

another i haven do is to go explore my new phone.. it has been in the box for 2 weeks le.. i told myself i will charge it this weekend.. yes i did... but i decided to put it back to the box again.. dun ask me why i did tt... i am just too lazy to go explore it...

with regards to tt video... meizhi... if tt video is from a guy who is going after you... yesh... it is a very sweet move...

however.. tt person who did the video is supposed to be my "jie mei"... the moment i saw the video.. the first thing came to my mind is... is this a memorial video for me?!?!? i am serious... not kidding k... anyway.. what is done cant be undone.. i still dunno what is on his mind.. i dun really have time to care too...

feeling the monday blues seeping thru... & the routine starts again....

... randoms ....

hectic sat but i ended it by rewarding myself with some clothes & shoes... the demand for them seems to be forever there dunno why... realli need more clothes & shoes... for work.. for wedding dinners...

i know lots of ppl have seen tt video already... after all fb is such an open concept... seriously i dunno what my "good friend" is thinking... dun think i will care also... only asked him to stop publicising this video on his msn nick... & let him realli know tt i am not the kind of person who is okie with EVERYTHING he does (those related-to-me stuff) and he should learn to consider other ppl's feelings sometimes... not just doing things always & forever his way...

finally able to rest more & find time for myself tmr onwards... just ended tuition with 2 kids for this academic yr... 2 more to go... though giving tuition is tiring.. but i dun find them a chore.. maybe becoz mixing with young teenagers make me feel younger too... it is fun when they share with you what happened in their schools... 1 kid just complained to me abt his classmate who cheated money out of some pupils in the class... promised to help buy jerseys but din buy & din return the money back... then my tuitee just blurted out DBS... i was like.. DBS?!?!? what has tt got to do with DBS Bank? Then he told me DBS = Dua Bui Sai (Fatso in Hokkien)... hahahahaha... best ah the youngsters nowadays... but it also kind of brought me back to the old RV days during lower sec... haha.. those were the days ..............................................................................................

... the day my immune system gave way ...

felt like saying this for a long time... finally can say this now...

it has been a long time since i fell sick... & now i am...

my 1st time in my 23 yrs of life to get a stomach flu... i was quite lucky coz it was not a serious one... mild infection within body leading to slight fever but till now nothing is purged out... felt super duper BLOATED... even though i skipped dinner & breakfast this morning... the feeling sucks...

at first i thought it was indigestion... but after seeing the doc i think i know what caused it... i drank a bit of contaminated lemon tea on tueday afternoon... it felt weird after a few mouthful... so i went to read its label & it says "Keep refrigerated after opening" which i din for more than 24 hrs... thus quickly threw it away but still... too late...

nvm... i am more or less okie le... just hope tt toxic within my body can be purged out soon...

sianz... totally no mood for work even though it is friday tmr.. kind of lost the momentum le...

... MAF... Bad Monday ... Slack Tuesday ...

i finally "forced" myself to go jog on sun evening!!! But i din jog for too long... coz it was MAF & kids are lighting candles & sparkles everywhere.. making the estate a bit smoky... kinda missed those times when i was younger too...

Yesterday was a BAD monday... due to some major happening in the US financial mkt... i feel quite sad for the 158 yr old US investment bank... guess there will be more coming up & it is quite obvious asia will be affected too but no one knows how's bad things are going to be... sigh...

Took leave today to rest at home... going back to work tmr lo but the drive is just not there... no choice.. just hope tt everything will be smooth & fine... wanted to go jog earlier just now too but i haven recover from my muscle ache & ligament-pull from sunday's jog... painful when i walk... esp right leg... hopefully it will be okie soon...

so sick of my wardrode... need new clothes & shoes... but in order to get those i need to have time & money first... so many things i wanna buy... think i will get Nokia 6600F this weekend...

... ants sucks ...

supposed to write this on weekend... but i was soooooooooooooooooooo tired tt i din have mood to switch on my lappy to write abt it...

THE BUNS I BOUGHT ON FRI EVENING WERE ATTACKED BY ANTS!!!!!!!!

grrrrrrrrrr... waste my money.... stupid ants...

~* HaPpY fOr JinG *~

congrats JinG!!! haha... sweet leh... heez....

looked back at my list... onli 1 thing done... and i think i need to add 1 more in... SHOPPING!!! i am so SICK of my wardrobe... but i just cant seemed to fit tt in in the coming weeks... all my weekends are burnt due to tuition... no choice.. O levels & yr end examz r coming... i feel like as if i am working 7 days a week lo... sigh... all right... i just need to tahan this for another 1 more mth....

looking forward to my 1-day break next week...

... i am beneath a pile ...

so mani things i wanna do... but i haven do...

1. load songs to my shuffle... which i just charged it...
2. d/l new songs... coz i onli have old songs in my lappy...
3. "pack" my photos from travel & convo...
4. upload photos in facebook...
5. have some photos on blog...
6. do my accounts...
7. sell my facial pdts online...
8. EXERCISE!!! (working makes me FAT!!!)

so mani times i wanna blog abt something.. but will be either too tired or too lazy to be online...

i miss the holidays i used to have after examz & before work.. but yet i want to have the financial ability... haha... impossible to have the best of both worlds man...

actually i realised i am kind of stuck... or should i say lost... not sure of my next step... not sure of what i should do.. i am always like tt... waiting for things to happen... a passive characteristic of mine... it is bad i know... but i cant change this part in me overnight...

i realli cant find the motivation for doing something abt it...

... sad ...

i finally got the rejection letter from dfs... sigh... guess i am just not gd enough... or maybe this is my karma for saying too mani lies coz of the stupid situation i am stucked with... guess right now i dun have a choice but to stay on with my present job... still can tahan for now... after all it is onli 3 weeks... will see how again....

eyes super pain + reddish now la.. dunno what stupid thing went into my eyes... recently my eyes are getting "polluted" easily... could be the mascara ba...

shall stop now.. need to wake up early for tuition later...

... lazy + aged + fats ...

onli going into the 3rd week of work n i am feeling all of the above... it is scary... so mani times i felt like blogging.. i can be even too lazy to switch on my lappy...

after going home from work... after i bathe and eat my dinner... it is 830pm already... after abit of surfin net n a bit of tv... it is time to hit for the bed... and the routine repeats... things onli slightly changes on fri evening... meeting up n chilling out with friends... TGIF... though i still can hardly find time with myself during the weekends...

my weekends are mostly dedicated to my tuitees n friends i realised... oh but i did some shopping for myself yesterday... needed more working clothes... but i realised they seemed nv enough...

expectedly... i still couldn take time to upload my photos this weekend... ahhhhh.... I MUST DO IT SOON!!!

must start exercising soon too... haven been exercising for ages... can feel all the fats le... yucks!

work tmr....... sianz.... but at least my monday blues felt tonight wasnt as intense as last sun night...

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feeling veri gibberish right now... a lot of thoughts going thru my mind... but i just cant seem to pen them down properly... supposed to be in bed now... since i have tuition early tmr morning n late afternoon... but i guess the caffaine effect from the cafe latte earlier on hasn realli wear off yet... anyways... had a great peanut-shells-throwing session with the PaNdAnS plus Jennro & Yanjie at the Long Bar... sorry for bringing u all to a pub with slightly steeper prices in the drinks... coz tt is the onli one i can think of nearby... maybe we all should just stick back to our favourite Starbucks next time...