... disappointed ...

i dun wanna think she is lying to me... & tt she din really wanna help me in this...

i wanna give her the benefits of the doubts... "maybe she din see properly?" ... but i actually called her another time to confirm...

but i just cant help but feel disappointed... i know we have drifted a bit... not as close as before... but i dun think i am asking a lot from a friend... i just need to borrow something which she has extras & she wun be using anymore... even if my friend who ask me of such a favour (not to mention closer ones).. i will help...

not tt i am stingy or what... i know i can easily get one from the shops... i just dun wanna waste money on something which will be with us temporary only...

arghhhhh.... dunno la...